Random Ramblings

One last week before Christmas and I still am no closer to being ready for it. I haven’t enjoyed a holiday period in the longest time—mainly because it just reminds me how alone I am. As of now, I still have no plans for the entire weekend. At this rate, I’ll just spend the holiday huddled up in my room, with only my darling laptop for company. Strangely enough, I haven’t found anything for my favourite cousin. It is hard to buy things for a five year old – and if I choose to do my rounds this year, I need pressies for my godma, everyone at my Aunt’s house. I really should get something for my close friends – but I freak out in crowds so easily (as one poor friend of mine found out when we went to MoS, I am sorry about freaking out on you, really) so this is no time to wander too far from home. I hate it when I start thinking of Christmas as a commercialised holiday – personally I think that might just be the worst way to see Christmas. All thanks to huge corporations that have put it in people’s subconscious that presents are always the way to go. Which is why, I rather just chill out with a few friends over a nice lunch/dinner/supper with no mention of presents at all.