Random Ramblings

Watching someone walk away can be one of the hardest things to do. Yet not being able to watch the person that matters so much to you walk away is infinitely harder. You don’t know why they are leaving, you just know you have this huge gaping hole, that hurts – and the hurt won’t go away.

Even if you do know why they are leaving, it hurts so bad that they refuse to have anything to do with you. Then human instinct kicks in; you build a wall around yourself to prevent being hurt again. You sit alone behind that wall nursing the pain, licking your wounds, letting the anger taken over you. The anger grows, it festers, it overwhelms, it strengths the wall so that you won’t hurt again.

Sometimes some people manage to weaken the wall. For a while, you start to think that this person means you no harm and then it happens. There is a wound in your wall cause by the person you placed your trust in. And the cycle begins all over again. Just that your resolve to protect yourself gets stronger, and the wall gets harder.