Random Ramblings

Today I got “stalked” again. Some guy waited for me outside the ladies and even tried to follow me. I managed to hide in the crowd and lost him pretty quickly. That would be the only thing that happened quickly.

You can be surrounded by hundreds of people and feel utterly lonely. I was hiding in a throng of people in a major shopping mall, but I just couldn’t shake the feeling of being all by myself trying to escape from the person.

It is hours after the incident, and I’m still shaking. You think talking about it will help. But it doesn’t really help a lot. There isn’t a way to convey the fear and the anxiety that is coursing throughout the body. No matter how you try to describe it – you just can’t and it makes you just feel worse, inadequate.